#laagnitantong

One - i feel blest, lucky - i feel complete, perfect, invincible - i feel very human and somewhat divine - i feel i find who i truly am Two - i feel however pain, real unbearable pain - i feel being played, toyed, conspired - i feel lost, confused, very crazy - i feel down, depressed, broken - i feel hatred, cursing, swearing Three - i feel betrayed, stabbed to death - i feel my whole body cold and numbed - i feel darkness devoured me whole - i feel breathless... dead... done!

JULY. A very remarkable month in my career life; the very month I once experienced being jobless yet so far my whole life. i don't worry, i don't panic, i don't mind though! I just wondered why was I not worried about it? unlike before when I sort of apprehensive losing my job, even just imagining about it or having no work at all. maybe because all my siblings have their good lives, good jobs too that they can handle family responsibilities that I thought I alone can handle --- my parent's subsistence, my parent's medicines, et cetera maybe because my older brothers have gainfully employed abroad my little sister had married and got an uninterrupted job contracts all with good pays I however am particularly grateful for that break. That it reminds me of drawing back into the first step in my professional ladder and start anew in the corporate world. That was the high time for me to get employed with multinational corporations. That through...

First TV My very first TV (first ever family tv), purchased in 1997 as my christmas bonus souvenir. That 14-inch Sony TV was the first christmas gift I had being gainfully employed as College Instructor at Saint Paul College Surigao. This Sharp TV was the first TV I redeemed from my former friend. He failed the monthly installment payments and so I took over and instead owned the appliance. It was in 2000 when I took possession and until this time is still functioning well. It's 2 years now that the cable TV services has reached our place, and this TV set has that connection. First Washing Machine My second project after the first TV was the purchase of washing machine. I pity my mother to wash all our clothes manually. I can no longer remember the brand. All I can remember is that the I have acquired two of such machines since then. First CD Cassette Player My sister Crestina Gastardo-Gatillo is fond of listening to music, and both of us were fond of danc...